stupid blog
<--my grandmother beatrice
winter break is officially over, i had to go back to stinky university 2day and it wasnt even half as bad as id anticipated. i dont know what i got my guts in a twist about, maybe because i havent really done any work in like a month and a half. i am writing this as i wait for my machines wash cycle to be over, i had to throw my stinky bag in there, since that old thing hasnt been cleaned in 2 years. disgostang.
my friend is supposed to visit me 2day and shes late as hell. db held her up. dumbass deutsche bahn. usually the drive from biedenkopf to mainz is like 3hrs by train but errm with the db its easily gonna be like 5 or 6 *-* anywayys, i am still figuring out how to properly code and im pretty terrible at it, if i may say so myself. but i like my name. i was surpriesed nobodyd taken it by this poinz\_.-._/
January 7th, 2026
my friend paulina left today and i went to a seminar on british modernism (i think?) and bro on the way there, guess what happened to me: i slipped and fell straight on my cold ass. not because i was running or anything, since i was very well aware of it being icy and slippery out and despite waddling slower than a sloth about to be euthanized I fell in a matter of milliseconds. people saw. and now my butt hurts owowow.
after this glorious, proud moment i also had to participate in class wth. ever since i graduated from hs ive never ever participated willingly. so you can already guess how that went for me. its whatever, embarassment lasts forever.